I like taking these insights deeper, Dr. Jung...A translation if you will. What are your interpretations? 

...Or, ((I am)) what ((I am))....

...There is ((light and meaning within mere being))...

...True ((interaction)) between two beings is life altering and certainly ((transformative)). 

...Vision is clear when your heart has the ability to look both inside and outside...whilst holding the space for dreaming in an awakened state...

...I find that God circles around God and all is but one with presence. We can't not be in union with God. Opposition is only an illusion of one without ((vision))...

Morning Pages - 10/25/17 - 7 a.m. 

Characterized by nothingness there lies a blank slate.

What shall be placed upon this slate?

What shall cover and adorn this space yet to fill?

How about the infinite continuation of nothingness?

Within a space of absence, there exists quietly, wisely, strongly, lovingly, everything.

Although the infinite space may appear as fractal pieces and compartmentalized blocks, 

the fibers of connection between everything and nothing, exists.

You feel this desire, a pull and a yearning to feel and experience the infinite.

You do. You try. 

You work so hard to get there that your vision blurs. 

Rest…take solace and peace. 

There you shall discover that within that peace IS the infinite space you sought.

The Ancients would tell you that the space of Nirvana comes from a place of letting go. 

The letting go is real.

It is surrender to your Higher Self.

This must come once you have proven your strength in a battle in which you wield your weapon.

The battle is surprisingly more real than anything you’ve ever touched, tasted, heard, felt, seen…

Yet, it is truly a space that must be perceived as real before you can uncover it for the illusion that it truly is. 

Illusions took hold of you for far too long.  

The path of illusion is blinding the infinite space when one remains idle and seemingly content. 

The true Warrior for bliss is the one who cares to look within and question their entire reality.

To realize that the mask they have been wearing can be removed. Must be removed. 

Bless it for the space it held on your journey. Now release it into the universe to take. 

The Universe is here now…Always. 

The space between space is where you will find me. 

In a state of peace, quiet, love, strength, and ultimate freedom. 

~Ashley~

My F@#$'n Poem

My F@#$'n Poem

Okay now shut the fuck up and listen

Shut off your mind, shut off your brain

and stop fucking thinking about how the

fuck to do every-fucking-thing right.

It’s all in the fucking way you think

It’s all in the fucking way you mind

It’s all in the fucking way you fuck

It’s all in the fucking way you do everything.

Find some fucking peace

Find some fucking calm

We’re all so tired of being so fucking tired

It’s not time to give up the fucking game

Let it fucking go

Move the fuck on

Life is fucking better than this

I fucking promise you so

Fuck the fucking fuck

I’m fucking seriously done

With life being so fucking hard

Lets just let it all fucking go

Know you’re fucking there for yourself

And no one but fucking you

Haha- butt fucking

Haha

But seriously, it’s cool because love is fucking here for you.

Despondent Know More

Broken.

Hollowed. 

Path beaten down.

Found a different step to take.

Found an alternate road to walk.

Unexpected and intrigued.

Is my fate at my fingertips

or in the palm of my hand?

Do I choose to see a certain way

or is this life one of surrendering?

I walk that straight line just to get by

and all the while wishing I were 

at the mercy of a river.

Choice and freedom.

Dependent and unknowing.

I choose freedom within the unknowing.

Mystery is upon us. 

And it is beautiful. 

Arise Once Again

Arise once again. 
My heart is pure. 
Mind is getting clearer. 
Although my body is close behind, the aching does persist. 
In the moment I shall be. 
For if not, all is lost. 
Not to focus on trivial matters, your heart's calling must come first.
Open your eye the third and measure what's important. 
All you'll ((see)) with grand perspective will make you change your mind. 
((Prioritize)) your daily tasks from this view. 
For it is the only view that is true to the heavens right here within your soul. 
If you listen you can hear it.
With this vision you'll see far beyond what our senses can do on this plane. 
You'll hear what you see, see what you feel, smell what you think.
It is in this ((space)) of perspective where you can sit in peace forever. 
This is the only space that matters in space. 
Purity of heart. 
Clarity of mind. 
This is ((Nirvana)). 
This is ((bliss)). 
And YES! You can maintain your place there. 
For that space never falters. 
All that changes is slipping out of the grand perspective of infinite. 
Find your space for it is here.
 It's been here all along. 
Remember what truly matters and your focus will become clear. 
It lies within your weathered hands, the path less traveled. 
For this path seems foreign to most I meet. 
They get caught up in sad matters. 
It's easy to get consumed by ego from the plugging in to the collective unconscious. 
It is in this space you catch yourself drifting amidst a sea of pain. 
Not to say that the collective unconscious does not play in a pretty way. 
The collective unconscious has beauty and pain.
It's just that pain seems to take the reigns in this world. 
Plug in to what's real and you will find truth, love, purity, kindness, generosity and the infinite.

Live Your LIfe

11/7/14

Review your life full of misuse.

The time you spend inside your head.

Open up, jump out, love it all is what it’s about.

Take the time to look around you.

Take the time to acknowledge as that beauty surrounds you.

There’s never to be a day like this – so cherish the moment and memories you shall keep.

Within your heart lays the map of your Soul.

Follow the map and you’ll find no more tolls.

No more tolls on your life, your energy, your force.

Wouldn’t that be like heaven on Earth?

You don’t have to pay off the tolls you set with your negative minding.

You don’t have to take out a loan for your soul to get by in this world.

Let go. Let light in.

Simplify and see the beauty become all the more apparent.

You will see that holding on to anything will only cause you pain.

This doesn’t mean that you can’t love because love is eternal and never unscathed.

The more you let go, the more you love, the more you love, the more you live.

Don’t you want to live right now?

Right now and forever?

It is more than just a myth, dream or fantasy talk.

This is the true world we seek.

Peace in every step comes to those who leave behind an unattached footprint.

Leave your mark and leave it there…For that moment has now passed.

This moment is your truth and your peace.

It’s all we ever have.

So hold on to nothing but love – This love will set you free.

You’ll soar off into the sunset of truth the moment you

Free yourself from the tolls and debts in your head.
Let go.

The Truth is What You Are

 The Truth is What You Are

10/26/14

How can you say that you really try when all I see is full of lies?

Lies once told to your unconscious mind, so deep you now believe.

So deep lies run inside your frame of mind, no wonder the world you can’t see.

When I tell you, “you can open your eyes”, you say, “well they’re already open”.

Take a step back to hear what I mean…your eyes I speak of are of the mind.

So daily routine’s got you feeling accomplished, but let me ask you do you truly feel the love and light?

At the end of the day when the truth of your soul sets in, whether you want it to our not, you know this can either be your darkest hour or a moment of re-birth.

While you’re laying there raw and muddled with your past pain, feel it I say, breathe it. The pain, the feeling of it is the letting go so that your eyes may truly open.

The battle wounds, we all acquire in some fashion in this life, will make you stronger if you allow it.

No need to go under the knife to cover up your scars.

Your wounds are like a cocoon and when you nurture the wounds in your heart with patience, gentleness and deep self-love, that cocoon will then blossom into the beautiful strengths and wisdom that you’ve proven and shone through.

Don’t be afraid of your light – but the lies.

The lies must not be forgotten.

It is when the lies become your truth, you’ll walk the earth blind and blue.

Watch out for that voice inside that tries to second-guess you.

That voice was implanted by the sickness around you.

You mustn’t forget who you truly are.

You are what you feel in those moments raw and with your truth – those moments when all you can do is look at yourself in totality.

If what you see isn’t what you know is right, then the lies have been running the show.

No more lies.

Truth conquers all darkness

And the Light is what you are.